Three years ago my sweet boy, Kestan, grew inside me for 9-months.

My angel Kestan
He blessed our lives beyond measure with his beautiful, gentle spirit.

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And very soon, this “big boy” will be blessed with the gift of becoming a brother.
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After releasing my last post into the universe I felt an emptying of my mind, a shift in consciousness, and a softness in my body.  It’s as though the present moment has swept over me.  I genuinely feel at peace.  Nothing matters, truly, but this moment.

I’ve let go of needing to be on a schedule and I have no “to do’s” or things to check off.  What’s important to me now is to rest, to breathe and to BE FULLY PRESENT with my boys.

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So today we let the blue ball guide our way.
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And just as Kestan told me, “No more photos, mommy,” he reached to my belly, lifted my shirt and kissed “his baby.”

Baby brother
The baby growing inside me now will soon take his first breath.  And there is nothing more present than that.

Your Personal Reflection:  Stop right now.  Close your eyes.  Take a deep breath in.  Take a slow breath out.  Can you BE FULLY PRESENT with your own breath?  Smile and feel gratitude that you are alive in this moment.

A couple of things…
I’ll announce the winner to my giveaway on Friday. There’s still time to enter so get on over there.

My brother wrote, produced and sang the song from the video.  Get over to his site to hear the full version of Be Free.  (It’s also the theme song to Inside Out: A Creative Adventure of Self-Discovery e-course.)

And a BIG thanks to all of you who took the time to read and comment on my last post.  I feel your love and support and it means so very much to me.  I am blessed.